So here I am, sitting on the couch while I should be having my spinal tap done. Why? The doctor is sick. They canceled my appointment this morning. Now I have to wait another couple weeks. I know, after trying to get a tap done for months, what's another couple weeks?
Well I tell ya, I go to work every day and truly feel tortured as I sit for hours, in pain and with unstoppable radiculopathy. Hours wouldn't be so bad, but the clock moves like it is broken. My 10 hour day seems like it lasts a week and this is every day, day in & day out.
What makes all this worse is my neurologist's nonchalant attitude. My quest for diagnosis has moved from spine to MS and the typical process takes a LONG time. Well every time I talk to any doctors, they all have the same "gonna be a long time to diagnose so there's no need to rush" attitude and it pisses me off. My only relief from this is my family doctor and my PM doc. They're the best and always help me feel better after visiting them.
Sorry for the rant, I've truly just had it and I know I have this same crap to look forward to for the foreseeable future.
Jay
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C3-C4-C5-C6 bulging with stenosis, L5-S1 annular tear and bulge, L3-L4-L5-S1 facet joint syndrome, OA: nothing severe enough to cause problems. Multiple MRIs, EMG & NCS tests, lumbar ESI's, facet injections, medial branch block injections, RF rhizotomy L3-L4-L5, discogram. Scheduled for LP mid October.
Now be a good boy and swallow all these pretty pills..... Ibuprofen, Valium, Baclofen, Avinza. Vicodin & Tramadol for BT pain.


Jay, you are not one to complain without good reason and you are getting the boot!! so sorry it was put off, you have good reason to rant!!! i am glad you have some support from your family doctor and pm. atleast you are not totally lost, and of course you have your spiney friends here at SH. that means me!!!! i do hope this is straightened out soon for you... i am sure the sitting is just horrible for you Jay!!! thinking of you! Jenny
Double laminectomy L4-L5, bulging discs, DDD, Bone spurs, nerve damage in left leg and hip, DJD, and that to familiar visitor,arthritis
I feel for you, truly, as I have experienced it with waiting for surgery. It was denied by ins co the day before...It makes it so hard to keep going. But hopefully it wont be long and they will get you in and get it figured out for you..My heart goes out to you. Take care, and keep your chin up. You are due for something positive to happen to you soon! Love, Robin
2 level PLIF Dec 2008
Hardware Removed Sept 2009
Bone tumor in Eye Socket removed 10-26-09, They confirmed I do have a brain LOL
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Hey buddy, I'm so sorry to hear that you're getting the runaround. It's so friggin frustrating! And through the whole thing you're in so much pain...
You're such a trooper to work during all of this - I don't know how you do it. I really admire you for the patience you've had. I think this is the first time I've ever seen you complain...amazing.
Hang in there buddy. At least we're having some good weather, eh? Oh, I know - maybe you should go skeet shooting and pretend the skeet is your doctor's head.
Cath
October 21, 2008 - ACDF, 3-level (C4/5, 5/6 6/7), with hardware and eight screws. C4/5 and 5/6 fused, still movement at C6/7.
February 2009 - Lower back pain and sciatic pain.
January 6, 2010 - Scheduled for TLIF at L4/5.
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So sorry to hear of your frustrating wait for answers! What I'm going to say isn't going to make you feel any better--sorry. Maybe you already know this, but there is no definitive diagnosis for MS. It is considered a diagnosis of elimination, meaning, they test for and eliminate all other possible problems before making a diagnosis of MS. Even so, I hope your health system doesn't make you wait for other, more easily diagnosed problems!
I'm feeling pretty good these days--wish I could magically take some of your pain for a few days so you could have a break.
Linda
NA
Doesn't it make you so mad that they call us patients??!!! What exactly is implied by that? that we should be patient? Grrrr, so sorry you have to wait longer for a diagnosis. So frustrating for you. You're in my thoughts and prayers friend.
Marianne
Rheumatoid and osteoarthritis
C5/6 fusion 1/08
L4/5 fusion 7/08
Hey buddy. I'm sorry this has happened to you now. I know how bad you've had it the past few weeks and there's no wonder you're disappointed.
I hope you can have some good days until the next appointment Jay.
Take care,
Debbie
Jay, I am sorry to hear of this cancelation, I know how you were looking for and hoping for some releif, Big cyber hug my friend,,, those are long hours to wait for the clock to move while at work.
Rant anytime, we are here to hear ya, hope you somehow manage to have a good weekend, hugs again my friend
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Patsy--there are tests which can show the effects of MS but diagnosis of the disease is still largely a process of elimination of other disease processes, from my understanding. Read what you get by Googling "diagnose multiple sclerosis" to see what I'm talking about. May be a fine point of distinction to some people, I don't know. My point in even mentioning it here was to explain the probable reason the doctors seem to not be in a big hurry to make this kind of diagnosis. Am surmising it's because it's not an easy or quick diagnosis to make.
Thank you all for your words of support. I better figure out how to continue to be patient, Thursday was "the straw" and I know it won't be the last time. Regardless of how crappy my quality of life is, it's worth more than that. And so is my wife's. As long as I am moving forward then I am not one to complain. Well I've had it with BS and being one that is not content d**king around I will not hesitate to raise hell if necessary, especially since my overall pain is still increasing.
So this canceled test doesn't affect much aside from the fact that both my wife and myself now have to burn more leave time. I find it hard to believe that the University of Colorado Hospital only has one doctor capable of doing a spinal tap. At least I didn't have to change my follow up appointment with the neuro to discuss the results.
Linda is right, unfortunately there is no MS test, it is a process of excluding a whole bunch of other stuff. It is not a quick process and that is probably why doctors seem to be in no hurry. To make matters worse, the form of MS that match my symptoms is "primary progressive" which is a difficult diagnosis for doctors to make.
Patsy, yes I've had the brain MRI's and there's no lesions or plaque showing. I've also been tested for West Nile virus, Lymes disease, rheumatoid arthritis and Lupus. All have come back negative.
Marianne, I don't know why they call us patients. I do, however, understand why they call it "medical practice" because it doesn't seem to be much more than practice. All I know is "patient" is not what the doctors will be calling me if I am not happy with their performance.
Cath, you know I like to shoot clays, I don't know if I could stand out at the trap to do it anymore. However I did just build an assault rifle from scratch. I could put a picture up at 200 yards and sight it in -- that's done sitting at a bench. I've been doing a lot more gunsmithing and that helps me out a lot. I may even do some builds for my law enforcement buddies to use as duty gear.
Jay
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C3-C4-C5-C6 bulging with stenosis, L5-S1 annular tear and bulge, L3-L4-L5-S1 facet joint syndrome, OA: nothing severe enough to cause problems. Multiple MRIs, EMG & NCS tests, lumbar ESI's, facet injections, medial branch block injections, RF rhizotomy L3-L4-L5, discogram. Scheduled for LP mid October.
Now be a good boy and swallow all these pretty pills..... Ibuprofen, Valium, Baclofen, Avinza. Vicodin & Tramadol for BT pain.
Keeping you in my prayers my friend.
Take care,
Judy
Herniated disk (L5) no surgeries to date, super nasty nerve pain, left leg. 3 epidurals (Jan, Feb 09) (Short term relief) June 09, Second opinion from Ortho doc with new MRI -- not a surgery candidate -- referred to pain management doctor.
Hi Jay,
I'm so sorry to hear of your frustration with being cancelled. I know how upsetting it is when you are looking forward to something that could possibly help your pain level. The docs act like it's no big deal cuz they aren't physically feeling the pain. Hang in there buddy and feel free to vent your frustrations anytime.
God Bless All My Spiney Friends!
Michele
I am in no way a medical professional and my posts are based on my own personal experience and/or opinions.
*7/1/08 L5-S1 anterior discectomy and fusion with interbody carbon fiber spacers, anterior plate and cancellous screws
*3/24/09 diagnosed by new neurosurgeon with pseudoarthrosis (failed fusion) and hardware failure (2 screws have stress fractures). Got info from doc regarding SCS and he's advised me to do some research on it.
*3/28/09 started bone growth stimulator 4hrs/day for 9 months
*6/2009 received tens unit and use frequently, new MRI w/ and w/o contrast and bone density test (was told everything was ok with both tests)
*See pain mgmt doc once a month
*ESI scheduled for 12/7/09
*Current meds: MsContinER 30mg 2x's day, Zanaflex 4mg 4x's day, Norco 7.5/325 for break thru 1-3/day, buspiron 75mg 2x's day, Cymbalta 60mgs, Klonopin .5mgs before bed, daily vitamin.
Just my luck. I went for my LP yesterday, they didn't cancel! Yay! My happiness was short-lived however, as the PA came in (not the doc like I expected) and started the procedure. After digging around with the spinal needle and unable to get into my spinal canal, I became shocky and nearly passed out after breaking out in a sweat and becoming light-headed. She was digging and kept hitting bone, I am in absolute agony today.
My follow-up appointment with the doctor was supposed to be this Friday. Now it will be the doc trying to do another tap. I can't believe I have to do this again... I hope the doctor is successful, I can't do this again.
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C3-C4-C5-C6 bulging with stenosis, L5-S1 annular tear and bulge, L3-L4-L5-S1 facet joint syndrome, OA: nothing severe enough to cause problems. Multiple MRIs, EMG & NCS tests, lumbar ESI's, facet injections, medial branch block injections, RF rhizotomy L3-L4-L5, discogram. Scheduled for LP mid October.
Now be a good boy and swallow all these pretty pills..... Ibuprofen, Valium, Baclofen, Avinza. Vicodin & Tramadol for BT pain.
I can't believe it, you poor guy! Did this PA have much experience? With your back problems, they need someone to do it that has a lot. You're in my thoughts Jay. I am hoping the next time is a lot easier for you. When I used to work at a pediatrician's and assisted with lumbar taps, sometimes the kids would fall asleep lol. If you are nervous, maybe they will give you something for anxiety prior to the 2nd one.
Best to you,
Marianne
Rheumatoid and osteoarthritis
C5/6 fusion 1/08
L4/5 fusion 7/08
When they did my shoulder MRI they used a dye injected under flouroscopy. It was awful...
I think a resident was doing it and he kept hitting bone. I can sympathize with you fully, the PM also kept hitting bone when he was trying to place my trial SCS lead, ouch, ouch, ouch , ouch, ouch...
That really sucks that they did not have the "real" doctor on hand to get it done while you were there!
"Make a life plan, if you don't, you'll end up following someone elses"
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Medtronic SCS Placed May 4, 2009. Cervical, for chronic right shoulder, upper arm pain.
Thank you all for the thoughts, they must have worked well! I went in today for my second tap in a week and the neuro doc made it happen! He did well, now just gotta rest up a bit.
I didn't even have to pay another co-pay, they said they considered it a "re-scheduled" appointment because the first was unsuccessful.
Now I have to wait a week for the results (fingers crossed).....
Jay
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Also, please do not ask for assistance reading your MRI report, I am NOT a doctor!
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C3-C4-C5-C6 bulging with stenosis, L5-S1 annular tear and bulge, L3-L4-L5-S1 facet joint syndrome, OA: nothing severe enough to cause problems. Multiple MRIs, EMG & NCS tests, lumbar ESI's, facet injections, medial branch block injections, RF rhizotomy L3-L4-L5, discogram. Scheduled for LP mid October.
Now be a good boy and swallow all these pretty pills..... Ibuprofen, Valium, Baclofen, Avinza. Vicodin & Tramadol for BT pain.
so glad that is over and done with Jay..
now you can go and shoot some pretty pictures for us!! miss you on the insomniac board.
guess you are sleeping like a baby!!!
take care and i am praying for the best of results! L, Jenny 
Double laminectomy L4-L5, bulging discs, DDD, Bone spurs, nerve damage in left leg and hip, DJD, and that to familiar visitor,arthritis
I'm so glad that the second one went well but sorry to hear about the 1st experience. It gave me the shivers and nauseous feeling reading about your 1st experience cuz it reminded me of when I got my 1st injection. It was the 1st time I found out i need to be lightly sedated to have any kind of injection to my back done because I got sweaty, light headed and felt like I was going to throw up cuz I kept feeling them hit bone or cartilage and the noise it makes gives me the willies even typing about it. It is so uncomfortable and disturbing when they hit the wrong spot.
God Bless All My Spiney Friends!
Michele
I am in no way a medical professional and my posts are based on my own personal experience and/or opinions.
*7/1/08 L5-S1 anterior discectomy and fusion with interbody carbon fiber spacers, anterior plate and cancellous screws
*3/24/09 diagnosed by new neurosurgeon with pseudoarthrosis (failed fusion) and hardware failure (2 screws have stress fractures). Got info from doc regarding SCS and he's advised me to do some research on it.
*3/28/09 started bone growth stimulator 4hrs/day for 9 months
*6/2009 received tens unit and use frequently, new MRI w/ and w/o contrast and bone density test (was told everything was ok with both tests)
*See pain mgmt doc once a month
*ESI scheduled for 12/7/09
*Current meds: MsContinER 30mg 2x's day, Zanaflex 4mg 4x's day, Norco 7.5/325 for break thru 1-3/day, buspiron 75mg 2x's day, Cymbalta 60mgs, Klonopin .5mgs before bed, daily vitamin.