My name is Ashley. I'm a twenty year old waitress from Arkansas. In November of last year I was in a serious car accident. I was struck twice. Once on the driver's side front of my vehicle and again on my driver's side door after spinning sideways in the highway.
I've been in debilitating pain ever since. My neck and back are agonizing, to the point that I sometimes cannot drive myself places. I have severe spells of vertigo and numbness in my extremities. I get headaches that will sometimes last a week, leaving me in bed for days wearing earplugs. My spine curves like an S from the beginning of my lower back up to between my shoulder blades. My neck has a reverse curve in it, what my chiropractor (who I can no longer afford to see) called the worst reverse curve he had ever seen caused by trauma. I also hit my head on the metal of my truck cab in the accident and have had severe memory problems ever since. I had to relearn most of my job when I was able to return to work. I've managed to get a bit of treatment, but there is a major lawsuit involved and I have yet to be compensated at all, even for my vehicle. I had an MRI on my brain, which came back normal.
I have absolutely no idea what to do. I can barely function at all. I only work part time now & sometimes I just sit outside of my job and cry. I can't afford any more treatment. I've been referred to a specialist, but I can't pay. No doctor would prescribe me pain medication because of my age. I'm completely at my wits end with this. I have no insurance. I have PTSD from the accident and driving myself anywhere usually causes a panic attack. I just feel so trapped and terribly depressed
I'm not sure how much sense I've managed to make. This isn't exactly my most eloquent introduction ever, but I'm just so overwhelmed. I came here hoping for a bit of advice or simply support. This forum seems quite nice. Hopefully just having people around who understand will ease some of the stress.