Could you all say some extra thoughts today and tomorrow.
I am trying to recover from a PLIF revision surgery L4-S1. My surgery was Sept 17th.
My daugther is so sick with the flu she is only 12. All she is doing is crying downstairs. I have to stay upstairs. I cannot get sick!!!!!! My pain level now is still a 8 or so w/ post op pain meds.
Oh the pain that would cause plus a ER trip.
Its so very sad to hear her cry and I cannot cuddle her like she needs. Dad is coming home early but not to early. He usually gets out at 4:30 he will leave at 4 as he has no more paid time off for the year. He cannot get sick either. Going to spray the whole house w/ lysol and I just gave her hand gel to keep using. Her poor little chest and ribs hurt so much.
OH MY GOD THIS IS HARD. :''( :''( :''( :''( I imagine some of you have gone through it. So you know what I am talking about.
Plus my bro in law in going to Boston for lung transplant for alpha 1 antritypine deficinacy ( sorry spelling) next month.
My mom' good friend who also has horrible back problems is also having liver issues. I think they DX with Hep C from years of drinking and drugs. Thank God he has been sober for over 20 yrs plus. All the meds are not working for him. NOt a good outlook.
So much all at once again. This all happened last year to me to with the first surgery except worse. With 2 deaths of my grams within 2 weeks of each other.
And the STRESS of trying to find money for oil etc. MAN OH MAN how is this world going to survive.
The news just announced the house turned down the emergency " rescue plan" as they call it . Sorry if I have it wrong.
Ok DONE VENTING.
I know others are going through a tuff time to right now..
Love to you all!!!!
Sorry just had to rant a bit.