Ive been seeing my new PM since July. I really like him. He has increased my meds each month and the last time he said he doesnt want to go higher, but the problem is is that its just not enough. Im in complete and total agony. I cannot live my life thike this. Im losing my mind. I go to work all week and Im in bed all weekend recovering. ( I have 2 little kids too) My husband has been doing everything and its really taking its toll. My father is in the hospital again and My Mom is not in the best of health either. She needs me. My meds are 40 mg Oxycontin 2times a day and 5mg oxycodone 3 times a day. Its just not sufficient for me to lead any sort of normal life. How do I kind of insist on good pain relief without sounding like a drug seeker or a bi##h.