well not sure what to ask because i am just numb at this point. How many of you gals have had a successful pregnancy post back surgery with adr or fusion. I am adr l4-5 and take alot of medications that are contradicted for pregnancy due to birth defects. my docs are all doing a pow wow to see if i can successfully carry and what drugs i can take for pain ( aka narcotics) No prob i will wait until they tell me what to do. The troubling thing i don't like is that all the docs seriously asked if i would consider adopting as the condition of pregnancy itself may not be feasable . I always said i would like to adopt but i am surprised at myself at the emotions i have at the potential of not able to carry. this bothers me but still new so we will see. I am 32 so i have a little while . just your thoughts . they are looking at going off of all my nerve meds etc and going back on the hard stuff. I need my brain for school as well so that is added to the pot. any info i would greatly appreciate it. thanks.