We are going to try the surgery again tomorrow, have to be there at 6am. After going through what I did the first time (hard time getting an airway, almost dieing 8} ), the only thing I'm really scared about is the airway part and being awake when they do it, I have a bad gag reflex. Really not scared about the surgery at all now. Wish me luck!
Also, good luck to anyone else who is close to surgery!