so a few of you have read my story. im 20 years old and have a couple of bulging discs with tears and DDD. i have been put in physical therapy and my pain has gotten considerably worse over the last couple of weeks. i had to leave work early again yesterday because of severe spasming going down my back and both legs. i cant walk anymore i cant sleep its all very frustrating. i feel completely worthless. im not a good employee anymore, i feel like im failing as a wife. and my doctor cant see me till friday. i was supposed to cut down and only take one lortab a day but im having to take 3 or 4 just to stop crying. i have never been in so much pain in my life. i hate how everything with this type of problem takes so much time. even if my doctor orders another mri (mines about a year old) then it will take a couple of days to set it up and couple more to get the results. all the while i am stuck on a couch. i have classes to go to and work i dont have time to be hurting like i am. but i dont think anyone does, do they? i just wish my coworkers would understand my situation. and i wish my doctor was a little more empathetic to me. i didnt ask for this to happen to me and i just want to stop hurting
o well thank you for listening im in a bad spot right now and just needed to vent.