Hi my friends
I tell you my life like so many seems to be turned upside down for two months now, and with each coming day I find myself faced with more problems that I feel so so defeated.
It is bad enough that the pain has no end let alone dealing with one blow after another. I had a friend die a few months ago. I have been told I need two more surgeries one for Thoracic Outlet syndrome and will be seeing a specialist. Then I was told I need surgery for Trigger finger on my left thumb last week. I was told I have another bulged disc above the four disc's in my neck that have already been fused. My car has been in the shop six times, I just got it back and now it has another major problem, and another friend found out she has less then a few weeks to live because of Cancer. I mean it has just been crazy in my life. Where I live has been difficult because I have neighbors who are so loud and nothing gets done about it. I feel like so many on here it is a loosing battle.
I have already had five surgeries in a fourteen month period. I had seven surgeries before that I am only forty one.I cry off and on all the time. I get angry easy and then I cry I go back and forth. I am normally very happy person and I am the one who would make other people smile. Some times you feel like you do not even know who you are anymore.
Thanks for listening.