We took the kids to MCD's tonight for dinner. I CANT EVEN DO THAT ANYMORE!!!!!!! I was hurtng so much. My 3 yr old is potty traing too and helping her in the bathroom was so painful. I cant do anything. Im so sick and tired. Im 40 yrs old, just got fired from a job of 15 yrs. My pain is so bad that I really just get out of bed and walk around the house. Ive tried going o the Y to swim, and that helps. My Dr said I have to learn to deal with the pain. Im waiting to see a surgeon on March 2nd. If he cant do anything, I dont know what Ill do. I hate living this way. HATE it. Today was just the last straw when I cant take my kids to dinner. Im so angry! Why did this happen? Ive always been a kind nice person. All I ever wanted was to get married and have kids and lead a simple life. I cant even be a mommy.