Many of you know the story of my jumping to pm dr's and getting all them shots them days are OVER!!! ok Made the appt for the spinal cord stim. to be put in Mind you now I am in 10 PLUS Pain I have been to ER for Pain contol My primary gave my oxtcontin taking them like water used to take one it knocked me on my butt not now I am causing my family so much stress crying on the phone telling them I can't live like this. Parents got me some cd's for relaxion because I now have panic attacks and can't breath. I was at my Dr. the primary and had a bad attack and they would not let me drive and called my dad. This is why I have not been on here for a while. I am so scared. My appt. with this hospital pain clinic is April 17th and this is only to go over the implant so more days in pain I am living one hour at a time now praying and praying. The clicic says they have you go to a phcy/ can't spell or type now sorry but, why do they have you go to that kind of Dr. first. WEll, thank you all and I dont' know if I will make this I am worried and so scared this causes me to have panic attacks and that is so scary I feel like I am going out can't get any air to breath. I think of how long is the process to get this spinal cord stinm?? And what if it does not work?? I also just had last month 6 nerves burnt and it did nothing for me but the last time it helped so what does that mean??? Do you think the Dr. did not hit the right nerves?? If he hit the right nerves than I should not know or feel the pain due to the right nerves being burnt should not send my brain signals of pain?? What do you think?? Did or could the Dr. not got the right nerves?? Due to it worked before?? Better go I am with ice pain pills and still crying so, need to calm myself down now. It is a long time it seems for my appt and then the process seems so long. Thanks so much for listening to me.