So I am pretty down in the dumps. I am just feeling like I have nothing to look forward to. I keep waiting and waiting for someone to do something for me. I've done it all. Epidurals, trigger point injections, pt. I am still told you are young. There is really nothing wrong with you. So know I have four bad disc in my neck. I am only 30 and not looking forward to the future. The longer time goes on the worse I get.
I've changed my drs so many times. I just feel so lonely and scared. I don't want to live my life like this anymore. What good am I to anyone anymore. My life has been robbed from me. I have nothing to look forward to. I can't even read a book anymore without pain. What kind of life can I have now. I use to plan where I wanted to be in a year, set goals. And now there's nothing. Nothing but seeing myself disable and in pain. What kind of life is that.