I have had depression, anxiety and panic disorder ever since I was little. And just recently I was also told I am bipolar too. Life is just all to overwhelming anymore. I just had back surgery in January 09 I am on all kinds of new medication and just got diagnosed with MS in September of 08. I feel like my life is caving in. I cant work (disabled) i dont qualify for disability or ssi my hubby just took a pay cut at his new job. We are still picking up the pieces from when he lost his last job last January (08). We lost our home had to give a van back to the bank and we are feeling the crunch. I realize that there is alot of others in the same boat. I wish I could go and get a job or at least do somthing to help. I am just no good.
I look at pictures or hear stories of how people are doing with thier lives and i just sit around stuck in a downhill neutral position going nowhere fast. sigh. Is there any hope?