Hello everyone :H :H .
I hope that everyone is doing well. I am waiting on the insurance company to approve my ct scan, and the plif L5 S1 surgery. In the mean time, I am suffering :''( :''( .
My back has been hurting worse, and worse by the day. I swear that if my legs could fall off, they would. They are so weak and so painful, it is the oddest feeling in the world. It is so hard because I have three little ones and I can't take the pain meds all day long(the strong ones). I suffer. I did take something stronger a bit ago, but not doing much of any good ~X( .
For those that know about me, my husband also has back problems. He has a failed fusion in the same spot as I. He is going to wait and see how it goes with my surgeon in Albany, and he may go see him. The surgeon that he had is horrible :T . I also went to see him, and he told me that basically he had no idea why I had leg pain, duh!!!!!!!!! ~X( .
Today and the last few days just havent been great at all. I want to go out and clean my yard, go for walks, ect. It hurts too much! I also have the wonderful work comp system that watches me. Gosh, if I could do all the things I wanted to without pain, I would so do it!!! I can't wait to get out of the system.
Anyway, what is the deal with my legs getting so much weaker? I have a lot of nerve damage, but it seems like some days I will just fall on my face
. I am so scared of getting surgery, and getting worse than this!!! Please god I hope that doesnt happen!!!! On a good note, I ordered a laptop from dell that I can't wait to get so that I can get on the puter more. It hurts to sit here even in my wonderful soft puter chair!!!! I hope it comes earlier than they say it will