Why the devil am I sitting here weeping??
Yes, my foot and leg pain is the worse as it has ever been today.
I am not depressed. I went through a very bad spell of depression severl years ago when i was married to a very abusive man so I know what depression is.( I knew he was going to kill me,I just did not know what day it was going to be)So I know what depression is.
The girl that cleans for me one day a week was here today and my house is sparkling clean. Clean sheets are on my bed, pillows plumped.
Meals on Wheels delivered my meal, so I do not have to hobble around, cain in hand, trying to prepare something to eat, then trying to clean up.
Tammy also ran errands for me. Picked up my refill script at the Doctors office, took it to the Drug Store, (they will not fill until tomorrow) so she is going to pick it up in the morning and bring it to me. (It's for narcotics so it can't be called in.)
My Rose bush is in full bloom filling my house with it's lovely aroma, a warm breeze blows it through the open windows.
I will be getting my permanent SCS implant about the first of June. Joy of joys.
Savage pain aside....life is GOOD!!
So why do I set here weeping...so unlike me.
I must admit that walking sends shock waves up my legs and they burn!! But I am no stranger to pain. it's nothing new to me.I never feel sorry for myself. I have wondeful friends and neighbors that call daily.
Oh yes....I almost forgot. In my meal was a lovely dill pickel to munch on!! What could be btter?
Have any of you ever set and cried for no good reason or have i flipped out?? :?
Hugssssss to all >:D<