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feeling so so low!

vivavegasvvivavegas Posts: 185
edited 06/11/2012 - 8:32 AM in Depression and Coping
Hi everyone its just gone 630am and another night of no sleep[3rd night in a row now)....just feeling really really low,like i cant cope anymore, both mentally and physically,Im just in one of those moods like im fed up, im typing now and i cant even find the right words to explain how im feeling.like im numb, and have no way out...my god right now i wish a genie and a lamp would appear and grant me 3 wishes.....just the 1 wish would do...to be healthy, maybe im feeling sorry for myself...awwwwwwwww and i hate being like that, hate being in that kind of mood....its like noone understands.....but then again how could they??, I see my friends moving on with their life and im stil stuck ~X..im happy for my friends i really am..wouldnt wish on them what im going through...

I cant do this anymore.........CANT, its too hard, the hill is to steep to climb...im struggling day by day.days are the same nights are the same nothing changes....dear god i have no strength left its gone, I want the old me back,i cant find me anymore..and its so so scary... :( ....I am going to ask god right now to open the paths he wants me to take and close the ones he dosent want me to take...cause god knows i dont know what to do or where to go....godbless everyone, and thanks for listening!


  • this is so not your normal form!!!!
    come on chick pull together..im here for you whenever you need me.
    have you talked to hubby about how you feel???
    i know how it must seem very emotional at the moment but to talk is the bst solution most times.
    ill chat to you later on this morning.

    take care viva
    LOVE P
  • Viva, Got such a heavy heart reading your post. God will not deal out more than you can handle...Have faith my friend....you can't do anything about yesterday or tomorrow....only today you can deal with. I know that God will set you in the right direction and you will recieve help. I know its been a long and painful journey for you viva. Try to continue to be positive and someday you may get to grant those 3 wishes....Hugs

  • hi viva,
    hope your feeling better today.

    LOVE P
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