I come to this site several times a day hoping for....what? Hope. Encouragement. Answers. Support. Understanding.
I read all the new posts. I try to offer all the above if I think it'll help someone. A lot of times I feel like I have nothing to add. I get depressed. It seems like everyday I have new complaints. New pains. I know that compared to most I'm very lucky. I'm able to get out and do things. To take care of my family. Why do I feel so depressed? I feel like giving up sometimes. I feel like I'm useless. I know that soon this mood will pass and I'll get back to being thankful for the life I have....soon.
I know this isn't making sense. I'm just venting, whining, and feeling out of sorts. Sorry.