For 5 hours this morning, I was unable to connect to Spine-Health.
I have to say, I almost went through the full spectrum of mourning:
Disbelief (that this lifeline could be gone for good.)
Anxiety, not knowing what to do.
Giving up/in (to the possibility I may never speak to my friends here ever again.)
Sadness, and a great feeling of loss
And finally, although I don't believe this is in the spectrum of mourning, RELIEF that I finally figured it out.
It was extremely eye-opening. I come here for a dose of feeling as though I'm making a difference, it gives me a great satisfaction to try to help others, and in helping others, I help myself.
My question to everyone, and maybe it's been asked, sorry if I'm repeating an old post:
What would YOU do if one day, you had no where to go to be with others that know who we are in pain and anxiety and gladness and despair?