I just had my spinal fusion L5 S1 3 weeks ago and I am just feeling so depressed. I feel like my head is going to explode. I do have a history of depression as in the past I have had some depressive episodes that were treated with medication. Nothing like what I am going through now. My episodes are so vivid that they scare me.
I am not having much pain as far as the surgery is/was consired but this depression that I am going through is starting to impeed my relationship with my husband.
Any support would be appreciated. I do see my MD today maybe he can get me back on track. I hate having to cry my self to sleep when I am happily married to my husband.
Some one hug me please!