I have Fibro, herniated discs, and apparently the beginnings of osteo-arthritis. I've been having a really hard time lately. My Fibro is really bad, I'm in so much pain all the time, and sick all the time. And I just feel SO depressed!
:-( I don't know what to do with myself.
I've had Fibro for at least 20 years, and have been dealing with the disc herniations for 2 1/2 yrs, but have had back issues all my life.
I am able to work full-time, but I get laid-off every summer. Which is good, because I really need the rest. I`ve been off for about a month now, and I just cannot get motivated to do anything. All I want to do is nothing at all!! And I`m already totally dreading going back to work. I just feel like I can`t hack it anymore. But I have to work - we just can`t swing it financially now for me not to.
I just feel so overwhelmed right now for some reason. I`m so depressed, and always in so much pain and so tired all the time. I can never sleep well.
I don`t really know why I`m posting this, except that I guess I need to vent, and think that people here will understand. I`m not usually so self-pitying!!
Thanks for ``listening``!