went doc today been signed off for another 3 months, had to go see my boss, he told me he will write to my doc and he will be ending my work contract in dec, i feel so sad, my boss also told me he has offered one of my best friends a job, MY JOB, she is great but it still felt like a knife cutting another chunk out of my heart, my life.
thats my job and im gonna lose it because my stupid body is too tired and painful.
i feel like crying, im very pleased for my friend she is a great person and brilliant at her job, but right now i really dont feel happy about it, i know it sounds selfish but i havent had time to come to terms with losing my job and seeing her taking over from me.
how do i deal with these feelings ? ? ?
i have asked to meet her next week, i want her to know i am glad for her but im grieving i guess for me, i had hoped one day to be working along side her again :''(