I've been posting on here on and off for a yead and a half. I've had two fusions, a PLIF and a cervical which all started two years ago and I'm still in constant pain. Only one side of my lumber fusion actually fused and now I'm looking at yet another surgery. I go to pain management and am on morphine and percocet for the breakthrough pain and even with those I'm still having unbearable pain. I dont know what to do anymore or where to turn, Im just tired of hurting and crying and being useless around my house cause doing even just a lil bit, makes me soooo sore I'm totally useless for another week.
My husbands a sweetheart, he does everything around the house and works all week and I just feel like I'm weighing him down. He doesnt deserve this.
I just want the pain to stop and I dont know how to deal with this anymore. Is this what I have to look forward too for the rest of my life?