I am 46 yr old, very smart doctor. Last job was associate professor univ. of Colorado. My pain started wn
hen I was 27, but became severe 10 years ago...after 3 surgeries 2 from the front and 1 from the back ended in disability in 2005.I resigned my job when I was 42. I do not know what to do!! IF I were a horse I would have been put down to end the suffering !!!!!