7 more days till the L3-S1 PLIF. Watched the surgens CYA video today. Not designed to make one feel at ease. I never dreamed there were so many things to potentially go wrong.
At any rate, I also had all the lab work done today. I think I'm finally coming to grips with the idea that I am going to do this. I will not be given more than I can bare. Below is my abreviated and paraphrased version of something I read today. There is no need to worry.
Tomorrow God will be the same as today. He will love me and care for me just as much as today. If I cannot bare to stand...he will carry me, I am sure.