After 10 solid months of being in pain, I really thought things couldn't get worse. Only now that I think my disc has gone again it has gotten worse. Grr I'm back to walking with a cane and have really bad numbness in my leg again. Plus the pain medication I have does nothing.
I'm so worried about the future. In some ways I hope the surgeon suggests a fusion when I see him next week, in others I'm scared witless. I can't do with all this right now: my dad is really ill with cancer (and a 13 hour flight away) so trying to be there for him is not working out that great, plus my 8 year old is being assessed for help at school - he is autistic and the council is making us fight all the way, not to mention the regular 8hour+ battles we have to get him to do his homework.
I know I have to deal with it, but I just needed a little vent.