of dealing with it all.
I have residual pain from my fusion surgery 2 years ago - better than it was, but not perfect. I can't walk or stand for long periods of time.
I have stomach and esophageal ulcers with metaplasia.
I am having problems with my cervical spine now, including numbness and tingling in the right arm
I've been diagnosed with severe depressive disorder and anxiety, and take 300 mg. Effexor and Abilify 5 mg. I don't think these are working.
If it wasn't for my kids, I would seriously end it. I hate myself. No, I'm not planning to do anything, so no worries, just wishing I could. Sometimes the pain in my heart and in my head is overwhelming.
thanks for listening to me rant.