This is the worst letter I have ever typed. But my husband just died today and if you happened to read any of my other threads, you know how much back and knee pain I have and I'm trying for disablity. He was my rock, all he cared about was wanting to help me to my doctor & lawyer visits and be there for me. If I'm talking distraught I'm sorry, and I hope I made the right forum. I don't know what happened to him the coroners just took him off today. It was so horrible. All I as you is a prayer for you kind people to help me feel inner peace and to get through this.