Well today is the day I am going to tell work that I am going to file for disability and my last day will Dec 31st. I would like to be able to finish out the year but I wouldnt be surprised if they told me to leave. I ahve been struggling to much to get through a day of work and it is just time. My condition is not going to get better so I am not going to put myself through the daily struggle anymore. So why am I so nervous about this?