I had my appointment with nuero today to go over my test results of MRI of lower back and EMG of neck. The mri showed I need surgery at L4-l5 double fusion and then my emg showed problems at the c7 level. I have not fused from my cervical surgery yet and he has scheduled a cat scan of cervical and thoracic spine to see what is going on. My question is this.....will this ever end? OK so I have my lower back fused and then if history repeats itself (4) surgeries on my neck so far it will fail. So do I live with the way I am or take a chance that it would work? When do I say enough? I honestly do not think I am physically strong enough right now to go through another surgery or emotionally as well. I am so tired of all this. Another surgery for me would make the count go to seven. I dont know what to do. If I do nothing Then my life will continue as I am now which is not good but if I do decide on surgery there is a possibility I could be worse. I feel so totally helpless right now.