I found this site the other day just looking for a place to vent. I have been dealing with Chronic Pain since 1992, I have had 3 spine surgeries two on lumbar and one cervical. Fused L4-S1 and C5-C7, was injured on active duty. I'm a 40 y/o man, married four kids. The depression and pain is starting to get the best of me. I will be operated on again in Janurary cervical C7-T1 fusion. I was a member on a board a few years ago anyway that is the short version of my story.