Hi all! I've spent the majority of my day surfing the net, watching old wonder woman reruns and in the chat room.
yet for the past few days I anm battling a sense of depression. My mind knows that this is not the case. My mind knows that this is medically induced....Vicoden 7.5 every 6 hours and 2 at bedtime plus Valium 10mg at bedtime. I can't go out since there's ice on the street here and I'M GOING CRAZY.
after 7 weeks I think even my family is tired of spending time with me in this room. My husband has been working 17 hours a day for the past week....furnace repair. I'm feeling hmmmm...I don't know. I thought I was adjusting to this restriction well but for the past few days....I'm not well adjusted. I slept most of Christmas day (thannks to the 2 vico's and valium) and today was the same.
do you all think this is a medicinal issue???? Ok...so I'm not happy that after 6 weeks fusion has not begun. Not happy that after getting hit in the head I have bruising at the surgery site and swelling at the throat incision. I wanto to go out....not even to shop...just go out!!!!! I'm scared. I mean...getting hit in the head was a freak accident and my doc then said 2 weeeks extreme rest. I don't know how much longer I can take it!
I've read my books. WAtching movies on Netflix. Can't think of anything else to do.
Any ideas?????? sigh...hey, this might be valium speaking but its just how I feel right now. I need to vent and there's no one to listen.
I hope you all have a good night. I'm gonna try something else.