Dear gawd, my back is soooo awful today. I have had to take more pain meds than I like. Even my usual tricks adjusting and using pillows and heat......nothing is helping.
And, to boot, I know that my hubby is staying home tonight because of that. He has a birthday party he is supposed to go to. I hate that he misses out on things because of my condition.
I am struggling today, and the tears are coming on hard and fast when they decide to. I am just so frustrated, and it hurts me that my husband is not living life because he worries so much about me. I try not to think about everything, it just drives me crazy. I have the most awesome kids, that have to take care of me. GGGRRRRRR!!
The shouldn't have to be doing that at their ages. It isn't right.
SOrry, just needed to vent a bit. Writing helps.