I haven't been here for a while, but I'm just having such a bad day - bad couple weeks actually, and I know you all will understand how I feel.
I am SO exhausted, and in SO much all-over pain from Fibro. I'm dizzy a lot, totally foggy, cold, headaches, weepy all the time. I have no motivation and no energy, I feel like I just don't care.
I've recently returned to work after being off due to back surgery (L5/S1 laminectomy) and I'm back full-time. I just don't know if I can handle it anymore. There's no option for part-time here, and I can't go on sick leave - I've used up all my sick-leave time. I can't quit - my husband just started a job this week after being out of work for about 2 months. His wage is less than before also. We can't afford for me not to work even though my husband completely understands that it's so hard for me, and would be fine with me not working if we could afford it.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I just feel like going to bed and staying there forever! I feel so depressed and like crying all the time, and like I could have a meltdown!
Any and all worlds of encouragement or suggestions will be GREATLY appreciated!
Thanks for listening.