Well...it appears, I way over did it yesterday. Had lunch with a girlfriend, and a glass of wine combined with a ton of laughter, and my oh my, I over did it! My daughter was having a friend over that had never been here. As I sat on the sofa and looked around, I was overwhelmed by clutter! And I hate clutter! So what started as just clearing off one counter top, resulted in massive cleaning (quickly before the girls got home!) including moving some furniture aound (I know, I know!!), and baking brownies, so they would have a yummy treat when they got off the bus on a chilly, windy day.(and I ran to Target to get Valentine'd day gooodies) WHAT was I THINKING? OK, obviously I wasn't!
You can probably guess what last night and today are like...hot, burning, stabbing pain, feels like there is a hot knife sticking in my butt, combined with tremendous aching. I just want to cry! I have always been incredibly active and there is no other way to say it, "This SUCKS!!"
How will I learn to be still? How will I learn to sit and watch TV? How many Lifetime movies can I watch, before I my brain turns to mush? Help, please! I'm never going to survive after surgery if I can't learn to be still!!!UGH!!