These last few days I have wanted to pull my hair out. I can hardly concetrate at work. I am taking the max of my pain meds. I try to be positive but it is days like this that I just want to give up and wish this surgery had never happened. I know it does not help me thinking this way but I am so wore out from this pain.
I am a strong person but it takes so much out of me to sit in pain for so long. I think giving birth is easier, at least you know there is an end to the pain.
It is amazing how quick you can go from feeling half ok to feeling like you have been in a cage fight in no time.