I am a I guess whats called a newbie here, I am not on the net much due to my condition, here goes, I am a 30 year old female that was in a car accident Sept 08'(I'll make this shortest I can) I had Lumbar surgery(fusion) the very month berore the I was sent home from the hospital 11 days later with multible fractures in neck and ribs and pretty much everywhere doc said I had broken my neck and would need to where c collar for about 8-12 weeks well the first of Nov. while still in serious pain unable to sleep most of the time for having to be upright 24 7 had a hospital bed set up in the house I had unusually bad headache I stood up and well dont remember what happened my next memory was of peramedics trying to communicate with me. I was able to walk and sitting in a chair with neck brace loose feeling, they take me to ER doc takes scans and rushes in and says not to get up or try to move anymore says he's calling my Neurosurgeon right away well find the worst thing happened I had broken my C1 in a way never seen and I would be the same again for the surgery needed they fused my C1 - C4 bolting my head to the back of my skull. I have screws cables and plates in my neck I only have 5% mobility I can look down very, very little left to right and cannot hold my head back at all. when I swallow things come out of my nose Ive lost about 50lbs malnutritoned and am in pain 100% of the time. Im at the end of my rope. I am diabled per doc completley permantly!!! I was told the surgery was done wrong. Anybody had anything close to this and what do you do now to make it??? I cant write anymore right now please any thoughts are appreciated.