I know that's a stupid topic. But I have had one of the worst days. On again off again bf is off again. Even after asking me to marry him, he has no respect for me or my feelings. And this was too apparent during an argument that blew out of proportion tonight and I said I would just go home ( was at his house ) and he refused to help me carry my things to my car. Now this wasn't just because I am lazy. I had a boatload of stuff there and was way over 10 lbs My current limit of course, and he said F**K your back. So of course for me that was the last straw. I got my stuff and cried all the way home.
I could never be so cruel to someone I said I loved. Ever. So there goes another relationship down the tubes. I don't know what it takes to maintain a normal relationship anymore. Men have become foreign creatures to me and I swear I just want to be single now for the rest of my life. I cannot take having my heart broken over and over.