I think I must have multiple personalities! I seem to be all over the page. One moment I'm confident, the other I'm sure this will get postponed a 4th time, then convienced I am healed and no longer need surgery, only to experience tremendous pain and wish it was yesterday!
Our car was broken into Thur night when my hubby was at a "business dinner". We thoughtfully "gave" someone our laptop, camera and his briefcase and in exchange, someone "gave" us a broken car window. My hubby is in sales and many new sales contracts had just be obtained, so as a result he had to go out of town to redo what he could. We had planned on him being here, and I had begun to open up to him ( I go into my cave when I am scared/upset~role reversal I know).Now I feel like someone has riped my security blanket away from me.
Tomorrwow is also my last day of work. Recently, we have had a bummer of a time with coworkers going on medical leave. One passed away unexpectedly and the other's husband coded on the table during an outpatient shoulder surgery. This has caused a bit of fear/uncertainty.....sometimes others don't filter what they say. It only takes one person to say what's been in the back of my mind.... I love my job so very much! Saying "until next time" makes me so sad! 3-4 months in the life of a baby and their family seems huge!
I worry if emotionally I will be able to handle "house confindment" with little/no sitting! I hope I don't develop yet another personality! LOL
Thanks again for giving me a place to feel safe enough to vent! I don't think I could tell non"spiney's" my heartfelt thoughts xxxxx Shari