I am sorry but there is one thing I really need to vent about. While things are getting better and this last epidural was by far the best and still need to see how much more it can do in the next couple days I need to bring up one point.
I am a boss with many employees, friends and outside the office I have a family but over the year I have been dealing with this pain I have had so many people come to me looking to cheer them up. I was never a cuddly person to begin with and this year has turn me into granite. I have as much sympathy for people with emotional issues as most of the doctors have for my pain.
They know I am in pain! They know I have to deal with it everyday and still work and support my family and business but you come to me cause you are lonely and want me to make you feel better with a talk that everything is going to be all right!
When I read straker story I have true sympathy but if these other folks only knew what this is like day in and day out. This pain is real, it does not stop, no talk will make me feel better and yet you want me to cheer you up!
OK I sound like a real a$$ and I am sorry but I just had to let this one out...
Ignore and continue on...