Just a little background, I have been seeing the same doc for my cervical pain for years. I love him and would never want to go yo anyone else. we have a good relationship and I trust him very much. I have been on various pain narcotics (Lortab, Percocet) but eventually needed to move up to Oxy ER ending up taking 20mgs in the am and 20 migs in the pm. I had Lortab for BT pain. I was on this combination for several years with no incident. The only concerning event was when I had begun taking Lyrica and wnt up to the next level of mgs. I had a very bad reaction. Became very sleepy and incoherant. I went to the er via ambulance and several toxicology tests were done. They found nothing in my system that was not prescribed (illegal or script) and all the drug levels for my meds including the narcotics were at appropriate levels for my prescription. The only logic reason for the episode was either the Lyrica or a seizure. Had an Brain MRI and brain scan and they found no seizure activity. My doc read the report from the er and concluded it was due to the lyrica and exhaustion (I have 5 small children. Fast forward to last Dec. I was at my usual appointment with no rel increase in pain, but doing well on the dose of OXY and Lortab. He asked me if I would take a urine test and I of course had no problem with it. Why would I? I take my meds fairly ontime and I don't take any addional meds from any other doc ect that he was not aware of. So I take the test, he writes my scripts and I'm on my way. two weeks later I get a call from him saying that neither the oxy or lortab came back in my urine test. The lortab absence didn't surprise me, as I gegenerally do not take this every day. But the oxy should have showed up. Making matters worse, he said he couldn't prescribe them anymore because they didn't show up on the screen.To be honest, I did freak a little. I am an honest person and take my meds accordingly. There is a possibility that I had forgotten to take my Oxy dose that morning and my appointment was the first one in the am. I am seeing a psychiatrist for unrelated issues and he has prescribed Ativan, paxil, and ambien (for occasional use.) My doc also claims that Restoril came back in my urine. I had never taken this drug other than during a trial smple given to me by my psychiatrist MANY years ago. At least 4 years ago. I went in a month later to discuss it with him and I requested a second urinealysis. By this time I ws completely off the oxy by weining. So it will not show up this time either. What should I do? I was completely honest with him bout everything and I don't feel I've done anything wrong other than maybe forgetting to take my dose prior o my appointment. I did call the toxycologist from the company used and he said that there is a possibility that if I had forotten the morning dose and I was otherwise appropriately hydrated, the oxy leels could have fallen below the testing criteria and otherwise were not detected. What shoud I do? He has been my doc for years and I don't wnt to leave and find a new doc. That could cause me more problems. I am just so frustrated, because I know that I haven't done anything wrong. I have been without the meds for two months now and I am going out of my mind in pain. Any advice?