Hi I just got back from seeing a Nero Surgeon in Oregon. He was nice but I must say I left in tears he was telling me there is no hope. I had so many surgeries that it has caused so much nerve damage.The Thoracic discs in my back that herniated there really is not much they can do.He said that is not what is causing my chest pain and me having a hard time breathing I find that interesting since every time a Thoracic disc herniated those where the symptoms that hit ,one feeling like I am having a heart attack and the other feeling like my chest is being crushed and cant breath. He is checking to see if I have an extra rib and is going to do a EMG on the nerves to see if any are pinched. Other then that they will send me to a pain clinic. I left there is tears feeling no hope left. Tired of pain and drugs I hate drugs. Just feeling discouraged. As in what is the point of fighting anymore.
Then I get a call from social security disability telling me I might lose my disability and I broke down just a mess cause I can not work and I am suppose to have foot surgery April 1st. I a afraid of that surgery too and do not want to go through with it because of all the bad things that came from all the surgeries I have had.
Jesus is my only hope I need a miracle.