I am 13 weeks post op today. I just talked to my director in regards to returning to work.
There is no light duty. I have a full caseload waiting for me and I was told I will be expected to " hit the ground running!"
I was asked if I will be able to get down on the floor with the babies. Get in and out of the car an average of 16 times/day!
They have already hired a OT part time. If I can't do it, I think I am out! There are OT's lined up for this job! But, it's my job! I built this program....
I am going to have to try.....but the reality is.....I have a hard time stringing two active days together!
Even if I push myself now, it won't work or help me! It's not like a diet or working out at the gym, where I have control....
My hubby doesn't understand! He's like, "just tell her you can do it and do it!"
I am in tears and feel so alone!
I am a good OT, I can find a new job....I will land on my feet,....but I don't want to lose the job that I love, the babies I love because I "can't hit the ground running!"
It's just BS!!!!
Sorry for ranting, but thanks for being there! I really need ya'll!...