Well if you read my past posts you know that I've been pondering whether or not to ask doc for a depressant. This has been weighing on my mind for the past 3 months. This morning while watching TV with my 10 yr. old son who has mild autism, an advertisement for cymbalta came on the TV. I really didn't pay much attention but my son looked at me and said "mom maybe you should get that and then that way you'll be happy again". This just broke my heart!!! How is it that my son with special needs sees how bad it is but I didn't? I try to shield it from the kids but I guess I wasn't doing a very good job.I sat and cried for 30 minutes after sending him off on the bus to his summer program. How could I have been so blind? As if the chronic pain hasn’t done enough all ready it finds away to kick me one more time!!! This one really hurt.I need a hug!!
I am very grateful to all you spineys out there. I think I would really lose it if I didn’t have you to talk too.