Hi everyone. I'm not sure if I'm putting this in the right place, so I apologize if I'm not.
Since all this has happened in my life,back/neck issues are half of the insane bad stuff I'm dealing with, I have come to miss a lot of things. Don't get me wrong, every morning I wake up I am grateful to be alive but I have to push past the pain that I'm certain you all know and then I have other 'rather sensitive' gynecological things happeneing. I find that I have grown to be a very bitter angry woman of 34. I think about all the things I miss alot and I thought I would list some of them.
I miss playing with my kids, rolling and crawling on the floor with them, taking them for walks, piggy back rides.
I miss being able to turn around in the van to look behind me, or actually even being able to ride withut making fists to support my lower back. Constant squirming and swearing.
I miss my husband biting my neck or smaking my butt.
I miss having wild sex whenever and however I want.
I miss being able to sit down.
I miss doing P90X.
I miss opening cans, mixing with a wisk, mashing things for recipes, making bread.
Ohhh, I suppose I could go on. I'm sorry, I guess I'm just a rambling fool. Tomight I'm very sad and feeling a lot of pain. I have a surgery this Friday (gyn) and I had to stop ibuprofen and the muscle relaxer and I hurt like hell! Can't stop crying. Thanks for listening...