I am getting really down on this whole problem with my back, legs, and PAIN. I feel so bad for complaining. I have a friend with brain cancer, and here I am with chronic back pain crying about it. I am 30 years old with 3 children. I feel like my life is going nowhere. My husband is also disabled. He had a spinal fusion 3 years ago that failed. I feel like I have failed too. I was talking to my sister in law that has MS, and she told me that I just need to learn how to cope, and accept. I don't know how to?!
I have never really liked to take any pain meds before. I am now needing to take pain meds. I don't have a appt. to see the pm doctor until the 1st of the month. I have some very old crappy meds that I have been taking. They do no good AT ALL
I only have 7 more days of suffering. This is just not me, I am not like this. I have had to learn to accept a lot of things in my life. How do you accept this???????????? I am so sorry to cry, I just need someone to talk to.