but I don't even know where to begin. I don't know how I feel about it, how well I did/didn't do....nothing! I thought I have some peace with it over, but I don't.
My attorney did say that my doctior's documentation was SO GOOD, that they have the judge locked into a box, what ever that means...,and that if we lose today, we appeal again and hopefully get it overturned and these judges hate having their attention overturned. She also said that her office was deciding that my doctor is the best doctor ever made
I already knew that. The judge did read his letter to the judge.
ok, at the end, I got a bit emotional bc the vocational expert was brought in, He asked with someone my age and with my education with limited abilities, did she see any jobs available for me. She said yes, there is clerical work that involves a combo of sitting/standing and requires to lift or push or pull 10lbs and that there are over11,000 jobs in the US and 1300 of them in NC. (So I started crying) THEN, he put in my limitations and she said there were no jobs to adcomidate no lifting and would accomidate moving positions every 15 minutes or so. So, in the end, it was good...,,my attorney interpretted this to me afterward and said it's very reassuring that with my limitations that the Voc Expert could not come up with a job. My attorney was not touchy feely person..she didn't give me hope really...she just said thata the hearing went really well and the fact that they could not find a job to accomidate my restictions is a really good sign. I moved about the hearing multiple times b/c I could not sit that long. I think they got the point.
I just pray I get a fully favorable decision and that it is soon. She said that there is no set amount of time for the judges to make their ruling! I thought I had heard two months. So, I am at their mercy, once again. Please, Lord, let it be your will for this. I can remember a time in my life that I wanted to have alot of money, have a nice house and drive a BMW and travel whenever I could. I no longer wish to be rich at all...just stable...stability each month is what my family needs...nothing else!!
I hope each of you are having a good day...I appreciate for those who have been following my story and for all the prayers and well wishes I've recieved. XOXOXP