Seems odd to be depressed when you find out surgery isn't an answer. But I'm sure alot will agree with me that they feel this way.
I went today for another surgery consult. This one was recommended by the neuro-opthomaologist who is treating my eye problems. Very interesting doctor who spent plenty of time with me. He explained some things that were confusing me and pointed out some things I hadn't known.
In the end he said he could not recommend surgery as an answer at this time. He did explain what to watch for that might change things.
But for now pain management is the only answer. And I think I can be OK with that. But first I need a day or two to let it sink in and decide "what now". Any ideas??