I am out of pain meds run out last night so bare with me if this goes astray.
I am scheduled for surgery day after tomorrow ( 360 fusion L4-5 and L5-S1) I have looked forward to this as a possible answer to my problem. But, now it looks like I might not be able to do it because of lack of money. the insurance will pay for most of surgery and could go ahead but I cant see coming home with out any pain meds. It is bad enough I'm facing come home by myself cause wife has to work inorder to be able to by groceries but, to have to that and no meds is more than I think I can tske so now i suffer in depression that maybe fueled from withdrawls but also from the fact that I don't get to have surgery. It gets worse insurance will probably run out before I can get recheduled so this is my last chance probably.
I wish all of yall the best of luck with your surgeries and hope they turn to give you the relief you need