So I have this SCS trial implant, I'm 3 days into it so far. For the past two nights I have nearly been having panic attacks just thinking about my "pain." My mind is racing thinking about everything from the IV stick's to the injury that caused all this (fall hiking on Mt. Hood years ago) to the recovery pain from surgery (lumbar fusion in '08.) All I can think about is the pain and it's really stressing me out. I can't decide what to do about this SCS implant.....I have been talking with folks in the SCS forum for specifics. I think what's upsetting me so much is that I don't want to do anything else that's going to cause more pain and I know recovering from the permanent implant is going to be painful. I've been dealing with back pain for years, but I don't think I have ever worried about it this much. How do I get some clarity here and calm down??