I am really having a hard time "staying positive" as the people who don't live in chronic pain so easily thow at you. I am angry and sad and just fed up! I know it's not the end of the world but damn it, I'm 34 and I cannot even take the kids to the park or play with them most days. And having to justify my actions or 'innaction' to people, those in the medical field and whatnot should be more understanding. I am terrified that this is my life now and will be getting progressively worse. This past year has been horrendous and it's getting even worse. I don't know what the purpose of this post was, perhaps just a rant and to boo hoo to some understanding people. Most days I'm good to go but it's not just my back/neck issues, see I have major gyn issues too and now, bowel problems. I'm waiting for my biopsies to come back from a recent colonoscopy.
I am just done with it all you know?
Thanks for listening.