How can things be going so good and then *wham*!?
18 days since my ACDF and someone is using a corkscrew on my muscles AGAIN. Nothing will help and believe me I've tried it all. I keep telling myself this is normal...funny how that really doesn't make me feel any better though.
I was going to call my surgeon and ask for some muscle relaxers but I knew it would be a waste of my time. I know he wouldn't give me anything good now when he sent me home with so little after surgery.
I keep telling myself to keep moving...that'll help with these muscles...well they evidently ain't listening darn it. Why am I telling you all this? I don't know...maybe I'm just looking for sympathy. I can't say any of this at home because I'd here the "I told you so" that I've been trying to avoid. Whenever any of them ask me how I am I say I'm great. Then I think what am I gonna do if this keeps up?? I don't know how long I can hide it...